If you ever gave birth,

Sometimes, there comes a moment where you are exhausted and have been working like hell and you are so ready to be done and the physician says... STOP PUSHING!!

I remember thinking WTF I can't.

I remember really needing this over but I also knew that something bad might happen if I pushed and I cared way too much about a positive outcome

So... I controlled my urge and waited.

I would not say I was resting.

I would not say I was doing nothing.

In fact, I was likely suffering the worst at a very vulnerable moment in my life, because I was sitting on the fence knowing I was frozen. 

My biochemistry was at a horrible state of unrest and I was mentally and emotionally having a million things running around my mind.

Maybe your life has been feeling a bit like labor lately?

If so, welcome to the rise.

Chances are that if you even opened this, you are open to learning more about yourself as the complex interactive energy you are. 

Let's keep it palatable...